1.5 Generation?

the question of origin


by Sophia Kim





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Photo: Shik-Kai by Myungsook Lee



Immigrating from Taiwan at age 14, Shih Kai, a 32 year old character modeler for video games, had never questioned his identity until a few years ago when he became a team leader at work. He defines this moment as a turning point in his exploration into his cultural identity. Shih Kai explains that until this moment, he had simply preferred to keep to the Taiwanese community in Canada.

¡°I was pretty afraid to talk to people here. I felt that they were alien,¡± explains Shih Kai. ¡°What we played was different. We played different video games and I played baseball but [mainstream Canadians] played soccer.¡±

However, when he started working, he was surrounded by people from all over the world.

¡°There were Russians, local Canadians and Koreans. I forced myself to talk to them,¡± says Shih Kai.

But what really opened his eyes was when as team leader he was charged with the resolution of a conflict.

¡°I realized that my [Taiwanese] culture worked against me,¡± explains Shih Kai. ¡°I think Asians keep things to themselves, but Canadians don¡¯t. I forced myself to speak out.¡±

Gradually, he began to feel more comfortable and opened up to the community. He proudly states that he not only speaks out for himself, but that many other things in his life have also changed. His art has changed from the ¡°pretty Japanese anime¡± style. His friends too have become more multicultural and his choice of cultural entertainment has shifted from mainly Taiwanese shows and books to articles and movies in English. He sometimes finds it hard to relate to his ¡°Taiwanese friends¡±.

But, the greatest shift is that he no longer only identifies with the Taiwanese culture - he identifies just as much with the Canadian culture. At work and with his friends, Shih Kai is Canadian, but at home with his parents and in the Taiwanese community, he is Taiwanese. ¡°I am Taiwanese-Canadian,¡± says Shih Kai. ¡°I don¡¯t really know which country I belong to anymore. I¡¯m pretty stuck here. I don¡¯t know who I am. It feels like two different worlds, and there is no bridge.¡±

As confusing as it may sound, Shih Kai explains that his dual life as a Taiwanese and as a Canadian is fine for him. The two worlds never cross, but he is happy to keep them separate. He doesn¡¯t question his existence in either of his worlds and he is content being a part of both. The future he envisions is pretty much the same; he sees a life with a wife and kids who are half Canadian and half Taiwanese like himself.



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DIVERSE 5th Issue

We are pleased to announce that DIVERSE 5th issue, Spring 2011 has been released.  

12 Diversity in Canadian Workplaces What are the obstacles to a better form of ¡°diversity¡± in the workplace?

- Open Door Group

- BC Workplace Diversity Inclusion Awards

6 BC¡¯s Diversity through 30 portraits



2 ThePower of Exchange A Historic Collaboration between Germany¡¯s

Premiere Art Collections and Canada¡¯s First Nations

28 Ezra Kwizera  Born in Uganda to Rwandese refugee parents, Canadian Musician and genocide  survivor speaks on the art of  forgiveness and of adapting to Canadian culture

42 Dana Claxton  

The Mustang Suite: Questioning mobility, freedom and autonomy 


24 Gung Haggis Fat Choy in Vancouver, BC: The Diversity of Canada      

38 Denise Brillon Breaking barriers in the fashion world



32 Pysanky¡¯s Resurgence

Joan Brander¡¯s contribution to the renaissance in traditional

Ukrainian egg art


10 Publisher¡¯s Note

27 Benefits of being a bilingual writer

31 Canadians come in all differences



35 News Briefs on Multiculturalism

36 Publisher¡¯s Picks




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